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Dreams are like balloons, you better hold on tight to them if you don't want them to fly away



The Fireflye in the Midnight Sky
princessmyu

It's finally time for Season Greetings, and it truely doesn't feel like it.

 

Besides the christmas decoration in the stores, the duo of the redwhite blinking lights at the shopping center, and the crowd racing for gifts, the weather is certainly way too warm to make me believe that Santa Clause won't come to the neighborhood unless he decides to trade his causy whooly suit for a bikini. Also, if it wasn't for the 6 fake poinsettas on the table and the 3 candles enchanting them, a christmasless atmosphere remains.

 

This year, the two people I love the most are on a different continent, and I will have to shake it off. In a way, I wish things were easier, so I could take the plane for a 7 day trip, but too many constraints are on the way: bad weather, visa hussle, and the fear of feeling like a stranger again, someone who is not understood, due to the inflexible state of mind and the apathy of others, or the lack of experience outside of their confort zone.

More than anything, I dislike this particular moment when I am being separated from my parents. I ve always been brave to hide my emotions inside during this moment, from the minutes I give them a goodbye kiss -not knowing who I should kiss last, because I love them both so much-  to this second I turn around to wave goodbye passed security. Each heartbeat is torn with fear.

Once alone, I strive to wipe off the tears with new thoughs and those  sparkles excitment: the enthousiasm to be back to the place where my heart belongs. I am very glad I won't have to suffer from that in 2011!    

  

It is a rough decision. yet, this extra pressure, headache and heartache is not worth a struggle accross the Atlantic; the true friends and family I appreciate the most outnumbers in the US.  

   

It's been a rough semester on my side, and for everyone around me, but like my first tennis coach always said: "hey, nothing comes easily, so keep fighting, keep your head up, shoulders back, and raquet up."

 

I can say that many things have been accomplished, some have been "fixed" for the best, and I am surrounded by the most amazing people. I believe that with true love and the best frienships, a lot can be accomplished.

Tonight I can see the little firefly in the midnight sky glow brighter, and I won't keep my eyes off of it. 

 

Love, determination, faithfulness and honesty will remain close...



The Fireflye in the Midnight Sky
princessmyu


It's finally time for Season Greetings, and it truely doesn't feel like it.

Besides the christmas decoration in the stores, the duo of the redwhite blinking lights at the shopping center, and the crowd racing for gifts, the weather is certainly way too warm to make me believe that Santa Clause won't come to the neighborhood unless he decides to trade his causy whooly suit for a bikini. Also, if it wasn't for the 6 fake poinsettas on the table and the 3 candles enchanting them, a christmasless atmosphere remains.

This year, the two people I love the most are on a different continent, and I will have to shake it off. In a way, I wish things were easier, so I could take the plane for a 7 day trip, but too many constraints are on the way: bad weather, visa hussle, and the fear of feeling like a stranger again, someone who is not understood, due to the inflexible state of mind and the apathy of others, or the lack of experience outside of their confort zone.
More than anything, I dislike this particular moment when I am being separated from my parents. I ve always been brave to hide my emotions inside during this moment, from the minutes I give them a goodbye kiss -not knowing who I should kiss last, because I love them both so much-  to this second I turn around to wave goodbye passed security. Each heartbeat is torn with fear.
Once alone, I strive to wipe off the tears with new thoughs and those  sparkles excitment: the enthousiasm to be back to the place where my heart belongs. I am very glad I won't have to suffer from that in 2011!    
  
It is a rough decision. yet, this extra pressure, headache and heartache is not worth a struggle accross the Atlantic; the true friends and family I appreciate the most outnumbers in the US.  
   
It's been a rough semester on my side, and for everyone around me, but like my first tennis coach always said: "hey, nothing comes easily, so keep fighting, keep your head up, shoulders back, and raquet up."

I can say that many things have been accomplished, some have been "fixed" for the best, and I am surrounded by the most amazing people. I believe that with true love and the best frienships, a lot can be accomplished.
Tonight I can see the little firefly in the midnight sky glow brighter, and I won't keep my eyes off of it. 
Love, determination, faithfulness and honesty will remain close.



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